... When You Really Dont Know What To Say

Sometimes it feels like you really have no idea what to say
Like you cant figure out the best best say to state a horrible day

Or the akward moment when you find a crowbar in your friends room
Or when to explain why you are on top of the fridge feels like sudden doom

When your hand and fingers get chewed to death by a teething baby
Or if her pants are inside out... I dont know maybe?

Just dont worry so much and let the words spill
But bite your togue and be careful .. words can Kill



But really sometimes...


There isnt anything to speak whats on my mind.

Destiny

Maybe it's another day, another twist of fate
Like something of a story, just the way its supposed to be
But I have another idea.


Because I beleive this is our destiny

The Castle Walls We Built

Here we stand together, silenced, yet unafraid
Havoc and frustration scar the rough terrain
Yet none dare to penetrate through the wall we've made
Sounds and screams reverberate but our ears refrain

Finally we mark completion, the looming task of feat
Yes together composing carefully, our castle stone by stone
We started long ago_ and I regain hope every time we meet
But now, fear not, we have completed a place to call home

So perfect it was _ our own haven from the cold
But now I'm being thrown back to the retched outer ground
Still though standing above us our walls aren't crumbling or filled with mold
Why can't we return to the castle? Why is the door unfound?

A battle broke out amoungst in continuim
And on and on I go still fighting alone
I need you to come with me, find the door and take us in
We have to win this battle below my castle home

Remember Remember the castle walls still stand
Once we win the fight, we can return
We'll walk up the steps again hand in hand
And together we'll stay forever, a neverending sojourn



It may be dark, cold, and unfair
But our castle walls are still there

Tomorrow

Atop a sea of fear and frustration
Towards the day when I will go under
Inside the guilt from my reputation
Below me rests a place of blunder

After my day from before this mess
Given why me, why now, might I ask
Except all I can do now is hope for the best
Before, all I thought as really just a mask

Aside was tossed my dreams for tomorrow
Above and gone was all that mattered
Below me reality now pictured filled with sorrow
Within I was strong, but now im just tattered

Next is tomorrow, I now await my death
Down I will plead, for inocence, for alibi
Except I have no defence, and then my last breath
Given that I've done no wrong, why now my last goodbye?